Jessica White: I ‘Didn’t Always Feel’ Like Nick Cannon Was ‘Proud’ to Have Me ‘As a Partner’
usmagazine.comSome hard feelings. Jessica White opened up about the ups and downs of her five-year relationship with Nick Cannon.The model, 38, took to Instagram ahead of the season 11 premiere of Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta to address the Masked Singer host’s feeling about her joining the MTV reality series. “I know you’re upset about the show but after eight years I can’t stand when things catch you off guard,” she wrote in the since-deleted post, according to Entertainment Tonight. “And I feel like you deserve way more respect as a man even though I may be more respectful than you ever gave me with public announcements.”White went on to state that she “wanted” their relationship — which was on and off between 2015 and 2020 — to work, adding that she “prayed every day that you’d see me and love me the way that I loved you.
Maybe you did but just kept it from me during the relationship.”Noting that she walked away from their romance “with more questions than anything,” the New York native said she wants “the world to know” that she “didn’t always feel good, like [Cannon] was proud to have me as a partner.”White also stated that those insecurities began long before she dated the Wild ‘N Out host. “I never felt love that was safe even as a kid so no Nick you didn’t cause that pain I had it long before us but I put it off on you unfairly without seeing that my healing needed to be deeper past us,” she explained. “I mean you added to it but my fear of not being loved wasn’t broken by you I’d like to publicly say that.”In addition to claiming that she felt as though Cannon put his past exes “on a pedestal,” White dove into one of the rockiest moments in their relationship.In order to view the video, please allow Manage CookiesIn January 2021,
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