Allison Holker Is ‘Still Shocked’ by Stephen ‘tWitch’ Boss’ Death: ‘No One Saw This Coming’

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Stephen “tWitch” Boss‘ widow, Allison Holker, sat down for her first televised interview since his death by suicide.“I still feel like the rest of the world where I’m still shocked,” the dance pro, 35, told Hoda Kotb during an interview on the Wednesday, May 3, episode of the Today show. “No one’s ready for that moment and there’s no one that saw this coming.

No one — and that breaks my heart too.”Holker went on to say that she’s “so sad” none of her late husband’s friends and family knew he was suffering. “He wanted to be the strong one for everyone, and I think that was a little scary for him to think that he might need to ask for help,” she explained. “He was so much love and light.

He really wanted to be everyone’s Superman and he said that a lot.”While coping with her husband’s death has been tough enough on its own, Holker added that talking to their children about it has been one of the most difficult parts of the situation. “It’s really hard,” she told Kotb, 58, while holding back tears. “There’s been some really hard conversations.

To us, Daddy’s in the stars. So, we can go outside and talk to him whenever we want. … They just ask, ‘When is Daddy coming back?’ and that’s a really hard one.”In order to view the video, please allow Manage Cookies“And then it’ll be a couple weeks later, ‘But does he come back when he’s older?