Halsey opens up about “complex feelings” after she miscarried during live show in 2015

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Halsey has opened up about her “complex feelings” after suffering a miscarriage during one of her live shows back in 2015.The ‘Lucky’ singer appeared as guest on the latest episode of the She MD podcast, hosted by Mary Alice Haney and Dr.

Thaïs Aliabadi. During the chat, Halsey – who goes by she/them pronouns – opened up about her experience suffering a miscarriage at 20 during a gig.“I started miscarrying before the show and I was in a really tough position because it was really early on in my career and there was a lot attached to the show,” she said. “There was a corporate partner, there was a greater media entity partner, but more importantly than that to me, there [were] a thousand kids who waited all day long to get into this show and see me.”She revealed that she ended up putting on an adult diaper and proceeded to perform at the show. “They’d only asked me to perform I think 45 minutes.

And I didn’t really have that much music out, to be honest with you, so I don’t know that I could have played longer.”They shared that once the gig was over, they ended up throwing up in a parking lot and spent the entire night sick in their hotel room. “I remember sitting in the bathtub because I just didn’t know what to do with all the blood and then waking up at 5 or 6 in the morning to get on another aeroplane to go to Canada,” she recalled.Halsey went on to share that they dealt with a lot of “complex feelings” following their miscarriage which included relief, confusion, guilt and grief as they processed what had happened.The musician previously spoke about their miscarriage in an interview with Rolling Stone back in 2016. “It’s the angriest performance that I’ve ever done in my life.