Shannen Doherty was ‘wrecked’ about new round of chemo, spotted out with pals weeks before death

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lost her years-long battle with stage 4 breast cancer on Saturday, talked about her cancer treatments on one of her final podcast episodes released June 24.“I’m having to go back on chemo and it’s really hard,” Doherty said on “Let’s Be Clear.” “The idea of going through that all over again has wrecked me.”“It’s wrecked me in the sense of, yes, I knew I had stage 4 and yes, I knew it was really serious, but when you have to go to the hospital and you have to get put under [and] a port put in you, it becomes very real in an incredibly different way,” she added.The “Beverly Hills, 90210” star said at the time she had “no idea” how long she’d be on chemo for.“I have no idea if it’s going to be, you know, three months or if it’s going to be six months, or if after three months it’s not working, if we’re going to change again,” she explained.“That’s not something that I can predict,” Doherty noted. “It’s not something my doctors can predict.

And it’s scary.”Doherty said going through chemo was “a big wake up call” for her, and that between her cancer battle and her divorce from husband Kurt Iswarienko, she felt like her “life has been unknown.”“It’s like I have no grasp on it and I have no control,” she elaborated. “And most people who know me know that I’m like a control freak.

I like to control things. And with cancer, there’s really no controlling it. It doesn’t matter how much research I do. It doesn’t matter how much like natural, holistic, like, believe me, you guys, I try everything.”“I’m very much a person who is open to all of that,” Doherty said. “And it doesn’t help me.

And medicine and science has kept me alive and helped me the longest.”One month before her death, Doherty was seen with her friends in Malibu in.