Lorde says she’s “living in heartbreak again” in emotional letter to fans

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Lorde has opened up about how she is currently “living in heartbreak” in an emotional letter to her fans.The Kiwi pop star began the email by explaining that she is in London, where she has been living and working since May. “Things feel clear here,” she continued. “I haven’t seen many friends; mostly, I’m alone with my thoughts.”Lorde added: “I go swimming, I go to work, I walk home or take the train, I eat in my kitchen, I go to bed thinking about what I’m making.

I’m starting to miss my friends and family, like a vitamin I’m deficient in.”Later, the ‘Solar Power’ singer said she was “living with heartbreak again” – describing this feeling as being “different but the same”.“I ache all the time, I forget why and then remember,” Lorde went on. “I’m not trying to hide from the pain, I understand now that pain isn’t something to hide from, that there’s actually great beauty in moving with it.

But sometimes I’m sick of being with myself.“I eat chocolate to try and manipulate the endorphins, bring back the sweet happiness of Easter morning.

I sit in the time machine and wait for it to move, but it hasn’t been invented yet.”Lorde then told her fans about some health issues she is currently experiencing, saying that “[her] body is really inflamed”.Lorde shares her feelings in new email to fans:“I'm living with heartbreak again.