Allison Holker Shares 'Tough Conversations' She Has With Kids About Stephen 'tWitch' Boss' Death

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Allison Holker has had good days and bad since the untimely death of her beloved late husband, Stephen «tWitch» Boss, but she's doing her best to move forward for her family.In her first TV interview since Boss' death in December, the former  star told 's Hoda Kotb that she feels «like the rest of the world where I'm still shocked.» «No one's ready for that moment and there's no one that saw this coming.

No one — and that breaks my heart too,» she adds. In December, Boss — who rose to fame as the DJ on Ellen DeGeneres' daytime talk show before co-executive producing her final seasons -- died by suicide.

ET learned that Boss left a note behind indicating he couldn't go on anymore. The news shocked the world and his peers, a feeling which still lingers for Holker as she tries to keep steady for their children.Boss and Holker shared three children together — her 14-year-old daughter, Weslie, whom Boss adopted, their son Maddox, 7, and daughter Zaia, 3.

The dancer told Kotb that she tries to stay strong for the kids, but also for herself and the rest of the world. «I don't really have any other choice but to be strong,» she admitted, tearing up. «Now, they still see me have my highs and lows because there's a lot of it.