Emily Ratajkowski Says She's Scared to Talk About Her Divorce After a ‘Horrifying’ Year

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. In a profile published by on April 6, the vocal feminist explained she is afraid to put custody of her two-year-old son at risk by speaking out.

According to the publication, lives with Ratajkowski full time but visits with his father “a few times a week.” In the interview, she describes the past year as “horrifying” and “traumatic,” but kept the details minimal. “I’m scared,” Ratajkowski said. “I’m learning that outspoken women don’t often get their children.” During the summer of 2022, she ended her four-year marriage to Bear-McClard in the summer of 2022, following a wave of . “I had just had a child, so I really wanted to have that family, so it was especially hard for me to totally walk away,” she told Eileen Kelly during a March appearance on the , per .At the time, Ratajkowski said she tried “” before leaving. “I didn't have the courage to leave for a long time.

I was really, really unhappy,” she told host Eileen Kelly. “I was sure there was something wrong with me. I think so much of what I learned coming out of that relationship is to trust your instincts.” She added, “Gaslighting is a real thing.” Of course, there's still plenty Emily Ratajkowski is willing to divulge in her most recent interview.

The Gone Girl star revealed she recently quit acting because she felt like a “piece of meat” and hated the “power dynamics and the power that is held by boys clubs.” She told The LA Times that she fired her acting agent, commercial rep, and manager in 2020 and her final audition was for the 2022 film Triangle of Sadness."I didn’t feel like, ‘Oh, I’m an artist performing and this is my outlet.’ I felt like a piece of meat who people were judging, saying, ‘Does she have anything else other than her [breasts]?’”.