Holly Hagan admits parenthood is 'overwhelming' as she admits to 'breaking down'
ok.co.ukGeordie Shore star Holly Hagan has admitted that parenthood is "overwhelming" just days after giving birth to son Alpha-Jax Blyth.The 30 year old has shared a sweet video on social media of when Alpha-Jax was just one day old, looking back on the emotional time.
On Instagram the reality star told her followers: "1 day old his little newborn scrunch! This was the morning after our first night at home, both in nappies, running off 2 days no sleep as I had to check he was breathing every second. "I broke down as we went to bed for the first time with him as I was just so overwhelmed.
A million “what ifs” running through my head. "A mix of anxiety and the baby blues which hit me hard for the first few nights.
I felt homesick, that's the only way I can really describe it!" Holly continued the open and honest post saying: "Those feelings soon passed and 11 days in now feeling so much less anxiety!
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