Kelsea Ballerini unsure if she believes in marriage after divorce: 'I'm a relationship b----'

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Kelsea Ballerini says she’s not sure she’d ever want to get married again after going through her divorce with ex Morgan Evans. "Right now, I would say I don’t think I will get married again," the "Heartfirst" country singer told Alex Cooper on her "Call Her Daddy" podcast Wednesday. "I love the idea, again, of partnership.

I’m a relationship b----, but I don’t know if I believe in the legality of it all anymore." She said she thinks being with someone "should be a daily choice." But she admitted her feelings are "subject to change" because she’s "fresh out of a brutal moment," and "anytime I’ve said a hard no to something, I’ve come back later in my life and challenged it."  Ballerini and Evans got engaged in 2016 when she was 23 after just nine months of dating.

The "Half of My Hometown" singer said she had sworn she would never get married after watching her parents go through a messy divorce when she was a child.  "It was just not my thing," she said. "I think it’s because I watched my parents really have a time with it.They had a nasty divorce.They still can’t really be in the same room." On her wedding day, she "just wanted everyone to have a nice time," she told Cooper. "I didn’t want a wedding because I didn’t think, at the end of the day, I really wanted to get married."  She said she did want to be married "in that moment, but fundamentally, I think, from the trauma I had as a kid, I didn’t.

And then I think I told myself that I did," adding that she takes "full responsibility" of that narrative. Before they were married, she said, she felt "of course, I love you.