Ferne McCann reveals ‘mum guilt’ after she missed daughter’s 4th birthday to take part in SAS Who Dares Wins

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TOWIE star Ferne McCann has revealed her “mum guilt” after missing her adorable daughter Sunday’s 4th birthday. The 32-year-old reality star admitted she joined up to SAS Who Dares Wins to “be an inspiration” to her daughter but to do that she had to miss her birthday.

Ferne is a single mum to Sunday, and explained: “Sunday had her 4th birthday when I was doing the course. I was in Jordan, she was in the UK and it was really hard.” The star shares the tot with ex-partner Arthur Collins who is incarcerated, and she shared her confusion over wanting to do it for her daughter but also wanting to be with her daughter on her birthday.

Ferne continued to tell OK!: “The main reason I wanted to do it was also the main reason I wanted to quit. In my head, I was like ‘I’m the worst mum, why have Ieft her?’ "Every part of the course is designed to make you into an absolute beast and a warrior - that’s what it’s designed to do - to break you and see if you’ve got the strength to pick yourself back up.

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