Jada Pinkett Smith talks 'unbearable despair' in heartbreaking revelation

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Jada Pinkett Smith has bravely opened up about some incredibly painful memories following the latest Red Table Talk episode.MORE: Jada Pinkett Smith makes huge announcement following Will Smith's sad career newsWill Smith's wife, along with her daughter Willow Smith and mother Adrienne Banfield-Norris, sat down with April Simpkins, the mother of the late Miss USA Chelsie Kryst, who took her life in January.The heartbreaking episode saw Jada break down in tears at one point, and afterwards she shared on Instagram memories of a time she suffered from "unbearable despair".VIDEO: Will Smith and Jada Pinkett Smith's marriage - a lookShe wrote: "The Cheslie Kryst episode has been the most personal table for me yet.

Listening to @aprils_hr, Cheslie’s mother read the note Cheslie left to her before jumping to her death, brought me right back into my experiences of such overwhelming, unbearable despair that I was consumed by everyday."READ: Jada Pinkett Smith is the picture of peace in sun-soaked selfieMORE: Will Smith receives crushing news following Oscars altercation with Chris RockJada continued: "My past despair had gotten me to a point of me trying to plan an accident that I could have so that my children would not know that my death was by suicide.A post shared by Jada Pinkett Smith (@jadapinkettsmith)Jada Pinkett Smith shared a heartbreaking message following the emotional Red Table Talk episode"I thank the Great Divine for them, because although I may not have been enough to stay alive for myself at that time, my children were and that bought my spirit time until the Great Supreme could make a way to enter my heart and do the rest."MORE: Chris Rock speaks about 'bruises' after Will Smith attack MORE: Chris Rock’s mum.