VICKY Pattison has opened up about her struggle with alcohol in an emotional social media post. The former Geordie Shore star, 34, has been working with Channel 4 on a documentary about alcohol abuse.
Today, she went and watched the first rough cut of the show, and explained how it left her "speechless" Vicky posted a selfie to her Instagram grid, writing a long and heartfelt caption about the upcoming release.
She started: "It's not often I'm rendered speechless. "But after watching the first cut of my new documentary with channel 4 today...
That's honestly what I am." The star spoke about her father's battle with alcohol abuse: "My dad's illness & my own complicated relationship with alcohol is something that has had a profound affect on who I am as a person. "At times, when I wasn't in the best place- when I was abusing alcohol & depending on it I would lie awake at night wondering if this was just it- the start of that slippery slope. "And in my darkest moments, I truly believed that it was just a forgone conclusion- that no matter how hard I tried to be something different, something more or something better... " The heartbreaking post continued: "I was always just going to end up an alcoholic like my dad, hurting the people I loved & unable to break the toxic cycle. "And for years, that's why I pushed people away or had transient friendships- because I was so scared of getting close to people as I believed eventually I'd just end up letting them down & hurting them through my inevitable behaviour.
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